one moment…

Wait, thought I heard something
Listen…
Sounds like riots and crowds
Buzzing out of my head
Drive me a little bit tipsy
And look…
There’s a butterfly in my stomach
This isn’t queasy, only topsy-turvy
Don’t know why and when exactly
These rumble and chaotic epidemy
infecting me

This sensation always come and go
Sometimes it came and stayed
But next minute it’s gone and vanished
Only to come back and leave again
It’s annoying, you know
When you couldn’t resist the uninvited
Don’t welcome but can’t expel
Just let it does whatever it does

Geez, I almost forget how does it feel
When the knife slashed into my skin
I don’t realize it’s hurt until I saw the blood
Fvck! I said.
But it didn’t change anything
I can hide the blood but I still am bleeding
It’s a hidden bleed
Lick it. And love it
Too many wounds make me become so numb
Invulnerable

Wait up, that’s not it.
There are still so many words to say
But my lips are stitched
Just read my mind and you’ll find out
What is it all about
Look…
My eyes trying to tell you something
Can’t you see?
All I need is a moment
A precise silent-moment to tell you
that…

(… to be continued…)